Reconciled, not curated

My First Million Academy / Exhibit A

The Receipts

Every closed position behind the $478,449 I lost trading options. All of it, sortable, with the ugly rows left in. This is not a screenshot and not a highlight reel. It is the book.

Two normalized broker ledgers662 closed positions7,431 moomoo fills42 canon checks passed at buildBuilt 2026-07-26
Sec. 01

The book

The book-$478,449Reconciled across both brokers. Nothing was removed to make it smaller.
Robinhood and E*TRADE-$265,001662 closed positions, 2021 to 2026
moomoo-$213,4487,431 fills, 2025-08-05 to 2025-10-25
Win rate53%354 winners of 662
Average win+$1,166across 354 winners
Average loss-$2,230across 304 losers. 4 scratches sit in neither.
Profit factor0.61gross win over gross loss
Worst single loss-$110,224one META 2025-09-05 760C series. 25 fills, three entries, two sessions.

Read the win rate, the two averages and the profit factor together, because those four are the whole lesson. More than half of the positions in this book were winners. The book still lost a quarter of a million dollars, because the average loser was 1.91 times the size of the average winner. A 53 percent strike rate does not rescue a book whose losses run that much bigger than its wins. Being right was not the problem here. Size was.

Sec. 02

The peak, and what followed it

+$399,867 is the number people want. It was a one-time intraday high-water mark on one account at 12:59pm, 2025-08-25. It was never a month, never income, never a rate, and it does not travel alone. The next session that account realized -$412,031 across 515 fills. Four sessions after that, August closed at -$21,414. September closed at -$187,776. October closed at -$4,258.

Exhibit B . moomoo, August 2025, realized cash by session

-$400k-$200k0+$200k05060708111213141518192021222526272829AUGUST 2025, TRADING SESSIONS2025-08-26 -$412,031
Session, positive Session, negative Running August total

Bars are that session’s realized cash, the dashed line is the running August total, and both sit on one shared scale so neither is visually flattered. This measures realized cash in one moomoo account. It is a different measurement from the account high-water mark quoted above and is not presented as the same thing.

Sec. 03

The 662 rows

Every closed round trip in the Robinhood and E*TRADE book. Sort it, filter it, check it against anything else this brand has ever published. The subtotal under the controls recalculates against whatever slice you have on screen, so you can pull any year, any symbol, any outcome, and see what it actually did.

662 of 662 positions
Subtotal -$265,001 . 354 green
OpenedQty
TSLA2026-03-172026-03-1825.5h30-$7,260-93.8%
TSLA2026-03-172026-03-174m10+$640+26.1%
TSLA2026-03-172026-03-177m20+$480+8.7%
TSLA2026-03-172026-03-1723m50-$1,640-22.8%
QQQ2026-03-172026-03-171.2h100-$9,050-77.0%
QQQ2026-03-172026-03-171.1h150-$7,050-48.4%
TSLA2026-03-162026-03-161m10+$600+25.0%
TSLA2026-03-162026-03-1625m100+$3,520+24.3%
QQQ2026-03-132026-03-131m1-$18-7.8%
QQQ2026-03-132026-03-131m10+$690+29.9%
TSLA2026-03-132026-03-131m10+$310+13.9%
TSLA2026-03-132026-03-1323m30-$4,270-58.0%
SPXW2026-03-132026-03-1321m10+$3,900+48.1%
QQQ2026-03-122026-03-123m10+$570+26.8%
QQQ2026-03-112026-03-112m5-$125-17.0%
QQQ2026-03-112026-03-111.6h100+$3,060+20.5%
TSLA2026-03-102026-03-101m30+$1,650+15.7%
QQQ2026-03-092026-03-0914m50+$1,145+23.0%
QQQ2026-03-062026-03-0611m50+$900+16.8%
TSLA2026-03-052026-03-052m15+$795+19.5%
QQQ2026-03-052026-03-054m20+$700+24.3%
TSLA2026-03-052026-03-0544m10+$550+14.7%
TSLA2026-03-032026-03-0417.5h10+$1,060+89.1%
TSLA2026-03-042026-03-043m10+$580+32.2%
QQQ2026-03-042026-03-042m10+$340+16.9%
SPXW2026-02-092026-02-091.5h30-$8,950-100.0%
SPXW2026-02-052026-02-0543m10+$3,700+58.7%
TSLA2026-02-042026-02-0455m20-$5,675-85.0%
SPXW2026-02-042026-02-0455m10+$3,500+140.0%
SPY2026-01-282026-01-283.8h1-$4-100.0%
SPXW2026-01-232026-01-2335m10-$1,100-61.1%
SPXW2026-01-222026-01-221.1h12-$2,060-52.5%
TSLA2026-01-202026-01-2126.7h43-$16,641-65.1%
QQQ2026-01-212026-01-2120m35-$4,690-53.6%
TSLA2026-01-162026-01-161m10-$460-20.0%
TSLA2026-01-162026-01-163m10+$572+21.5%
TSLA2026-01-162026-01-161m10-$590-18.0%
SPY2026-01-162026-01-161m50+$700+11.1%
SPY2026-01-162026-01-161m10-$110-8.5%
SPY2026-01-162026-01-161m10+$170+14.4%
QQQ2026-01-162026-01-161m24+$720+16.7%
QQQ2026-01-162026-01-162m25+$425+9.8%
SPY2026-01-162026-01-1610m10+$130+9.1%
TSLA2026-01-152026-01-154m40+$645+4.4%
TSLA2026-01-152026-01-154m1-$48-13.3%
TSLA2026-01-152026-01-150m10+$10+0.3%
TSLA2026-01-152026-01-157m20-$1,450-18.9%
TSLA2026-01-152026-01-1517m70+$2,951+12.9%
QQQ2026-01-152026-01-152m50+$935+37.9%
QQQ2026-01-152026-01-151m50-$650-23.6%
QQQ2026-01-152026-01-152m50+$1,450+12.0%
QQQ2026-01-152026-01-1511m100+$999+4.7%
TSLA2026-01-122026-01-122.0h25+$3,750+20.0%
TSLA2026-01-092026-01-091m10+$272+10.6%
TSLA2026-01-092026-01-091m10+$26+1.2%
TSLA2026-01-092026-01-091.3h10+$420+16.3%
TSLA2026-01-092026-01-091m10+$60+4.1%
QQQ2025-12-222025-12-222.3h14-$964-71.8%
QQQ2025-12-192025-12-1918m1-$16-17.6%
QQQ2025-12-182025-12-182m1+$30+16.7%
Showing 60 of 662

This book records positions, not fills, and it records no asset type in any row. Where a row says quantity 140, 140 is the bare recorded number. Anything more specific than that would be an inference, so it is not printed.

Sec. 04

The 130 contract series

The moomoo book is recorded fill by fill, so it groups into 130 option contract series: 65 winners and 65 losers, exactly even. The peak column is the running realized cash high inside the series. That column is the reason the 12 green-first losers are visible here instead of merely asserted somewhere.

130 of 130 contract series
Net -$214,458 across 7,429 fills
Contract
META 2025-09-05 760C2025-09-04 09:311.0d25-$22,800-$110,224
TSLA 2025-08-29 355C2025-08-26 09:542.0d372+$2,410-$86,261
SPXW 2025-08-26 6445P2025-08-26 13:548.9m51-$25,425-$73,901
AMD 2025-08-29 170C2025-08-26 09:302.0d76-$5,618-$64,725
TSLA 2025-08-29 350C2025-08-25 09:304.0d695+$24,519-$56,904
SPXW 2025-08-26 6435P2025-08-26 10:114.5m97-$3,018-$45,612
TSLA 2025-08-29 340P2025-08-25 14:372.9d234-$6,052-$45,199
PLTR 2025-08-08 175C2025-08-05 09:321.2h32-$2,381-$40,813
SPXW 2025-08-28 6500C2025-08-28 10:4815.4m105-$2,070-$33,540
SPXW 2025-08-25 6455P2025-08-25 14:5837.2m486+$28,183-$33,071
AAPL 2025-09-05 240C2025-09-04 09:5012.3m40-$156-$24,841
UNH 2025-08-22 320C2025-08-18 09:512.3m6-$24,005-$24,005
META 2025-08-22 750P2025-08-18 09:371.0d99-$845-$20,515
AMD 2025-09-05 160C2025-09-04 10:0329.6m50-$9,350-$18,704
TSLA 2025-08-08 310C2025-08-05 11:1955.9m34-$501-$17,160
SPXW 2025-08-25 6450P2025-08-25 15:0018.6m425+$2,851-$16,756
NVDA 2025-09-12 180C2025-09-11 09:3131.1m7-$16,696-$16,696
TSLA 2025-08-29 350P2025-08-27 09:4523.9h40+$6,872-$15,524
QQQ 2025-08-26 573C2025-08-25 11:306.8m93-$15,150-$15,150
TSLA 2025-08-15 340C2025-08-12 14:322.8d113+$2,707-$11,552
SPXW 2025-09-04 6440P2025-09-04 10:181.2m20-$6,382-$10,225
TSLA 2025-10-17 350C2025-08-25 14:0116.4m18-$10,079-$10,079
TSLA 2025-09-05 360C2025-09-05 09:4412.2m76+$3,467-$9,873
SPY 2025-08-20 636P2025-08-20 12:134.1m9-$115-$8,728
HOOD 2025-09-12 118C2025-09-09 09:3116.4m18-$1,176-$7,309
Showing 25 of 130

Fills is a fill count, not an order count. 7,429 option fills sit under these 130 series, roughly ten fills to each filled parent order. Any count published here as orders would be about ten times too large, which is a correction this record has already had to make once. These series net -$214,458, not the -$213,448 on the moomoo plate above, because the whole moomoo book also carries two equity fills worth +$1,010 that sit outside every option series.

Sec. 05

What the rows are evidence of

  1. 01

    The hit rate was never the problem.

    354 of 662 positions closed green, a 53 percent strike rate, and the book still finished at -$265,001. A profit factor of 0.61 means that for every dollar the winners brought in, the losers took about $1.64 back out. You cannot fix a number like that by getting more calls right.

  2. 02

    12 losers were green first.

    12 of the 65 losing contract series held positive realized cash at some point and still finished negative. SPXW 2025-08-25 6455P ran to +$28,183 before it closed at -$33,071, across 486 fills. Filter the table above to green first and read all 12 of them. The exit rule is the trade.

  3. 03

    Size wrote the number, not direction.

    The worst single loss in the whole record is -$110,224 on one META 2025-09-05 760C series, about 42 percent adverse on $262,765 deployed, across 25 fills and three entries over two sessions. A 42 percent adverse move is survivable. It was survivable at every size except the one that was on.

  4. 04

    One session took a whole good month.

    2025-08-26 realized -$412,031 across 515 fills. Every other session in that month combined to +$390,617, and the month still closed at -$21,414. The month looks close to flat. The account was not.

Sec. 05b · Live: every trade since the book closed

The book above is closed. This table is not. It is pulled from the broker after every close and rebuilt from the raw realized-trade export each time, so it cannot drift from what the account did. Realized cash only, no open positions, no screenshots. Green weeks do not change the book, and the red days land here the same way.

Month to date -$6,966125 option trades since 2026-06-11Win rate 44.8 percentAverage win +$303, average loss -$347Profit factor 0.71Pulled 2026-09-02
SessionTradesSymbolsRealized
2026-09-012TSLA-$6,966
2026-08-3119SPY, TSLA+$3,216
2026-08-2818SPY, TSLA+$115
2026-08-2713SPY, TSLA+$285
2026-08-1712AMZN, MU, NVDA, SPCX, SPXW, SPY, TSLA-$1,476
2026-08-1430META, QQQ, SPXW, SPY, TSLA+$172
2026-08-134AMZN, SPY, TSLA+$202
2026-08-073NVDA, SPY, TSLA-$64
2026-08-068NVDA, QQQ, SPY, TSLA-$187
2026-08-056NVDA, QQQ, SPY, TSLA+$151
2026-07-101TSLA-$400
2026-07-083QQQ, TSLA-$2,164
2026-07-072PLTR, TSLA+$167
2026-07-061TSLA+$216
2026-06-161SPY-$32
2026-06-121TSLA-$250
2026-06-111SPY+$35

Largest single win +$2,220, largest single loss -$6,301. Read those beside the two averages, the same way the book above is read. Crypto and event-contract rows are kept in the raw file and left out of this options read.

No setups, no signals, nothing to copy. Education, not financial advice. Trading involves risk of loss.

Where the lessons live

These rows are the evidence. The community is the write-up: the courses were built out of exactly this record, including the sizing and exit rules that were missing when these trades were placed, and every trade I take now lands in the free feed after the close. Education only. No signals, no picks, and nothing anywhere in it tells you what to buy.

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